"I feel numb...I can't come to life...I feel like I'm frozen in time..."

"All the lights are on but I'm in the dark
Who's gonna find me? Who's gonna find me..."



Kinda old, but exactly how I feel this morning minus the acid trip (they say this song is about an acid trip gone terribly wrong, but it also has to do with depression and shit going wrong). I'm tired of feeling all depressed all the time. I'm one doctors visit short from asking for some damn Zoloft.

Went nuts...

Motherhood definitely does put a toll on you..Like hardcore toll..

My self esteem is gone. I feel like shit 24/7. I never get a break. It sucks.

I think the only women who are actually okay after having a baby are the ones with a super strong support system and who had great self-esteem beforehand.

Me? Not so much...